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A knife has been stabbed into my chest
and broke down through my bones
tearing my flesh it eviscerates me
Only with words and intentions
only with meanings I don't comprehend
only the piercing tongue which lies 
in order to acquire more tools for manipulation
I have been abandoned to bleed to death
I have been torn to pieces and coaxed
enticed to expose and open myself
for violation, for betrayal
Now trust is nothing but the instrument
which others use against me
while for me it is the signal
to give faith to no man
sometimes, not even to myself