December 19, 2013
I think I want to get out of here after the new year. I just don’t want to be around friends and family for Christmas. It would have been Valentina’s first Christmas.
Prior to coming here, I was practicing filtering and controlling my abilities and I was making good progress. But here, I’ve had to block all over again, because if I allowed the inner workings of the people here to enter into my psyche, then I will probably go insane. However, that was in the beginning. Now I’m learning to make it stronger than ever. I’m finding that if I focus on creating and maintaining a shield around me, I’m able to know more and more people’s thoughts and experiences, without it penetrating me. I understand what’s going on with them, know things, and the negative or unstable stuff just bounces off my shield. But whatever…
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