April 24, 2014
Iona let me crash at her place for a few days, and she even let me drink. She didn’t want to me to drink of course, but I convinced her that I’m just taking a break from life, I’ll stop again, I just need this break, and I also convinced her to get me to the store to buy me more Jameson’s and chianti. I’m a lightweight these days. And I got cigarettes too. I’ll quit smoking again as well.
I’m relapsing yeah, but I’m doing it responsibly. I’m not just disappearing like I tend to do. I told Howard I was staying at a friend’s for a few days or so. I contacted all my professors and told them I’m really sick. That’s not a big deal because I’ve barely missed any classes so I kind of reach my maximum absences after this week. I can’t…
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